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Travis Mateer and the Dildos of Consequence

  • by Travis Mateer My solution to fix the national debt is as brilliant as Jonathan Swift’s proposal to help the dumb Irish by suggesting they sell their babies to the elite for food. Is killing a part of my proposal? Of course! And if you think a little justifiable killing isn’t on the minds of Read more

  • by Travis Mateer UPDATE BELOW I have a theory about cuck-culture I’d like to share, but it’s not from “lived experience”, though I did encourage my wife to go out and flirt with other men before I ultimately decided to divorce her. My theory goes something like this: the ubiquitous experience of passively consuming pornography Read more

  • Viola the elephant bolted into the streets of Butte, Montana, because she got spooked by the sound of a car backfiring. When I saw the name of the street, I shuddered. Yes, the elephant in the room with me as I write this is the person intent on destroying me with her exploitation of the Read more

  • The Goo Stares Back!

    Well, fuck me, I had intended to write about Under The Silver Lake next, but I had to go include a reference to BLACK GOO in a poem concluding my recent collection, titled My Road Is A Broken Heart At War, and the goo spoke back immediately through song lyrics in the shower after I completed the poem. Read more

  • The Rose is closed and The Pyramid shut down. What am I talking about? The names came to me via a declining timber industry in Missoula; Roseburg is a “Forest Product Company” closing its doors, and Pyramid Mountain Lumber is doing the same thing, but to me it’s just more esoteric trolling from a cartoon Read more

  • Devil Town

    The name of the Devil Town in season 2 of X-Files is Milford Haven, and this “fictional” town is located in the very real state of New Hampshire. Why is this significant? Well, in this post at the other blog, I point out Aleister Crowley’s New Hampshire connection, so I wasn’t surprised when the name Read more

  • Fox WILLIAM Mulder

    I went looking for a theory I remembered reading about Fox Mulder, but instead I came across details from Mulder’s fictional bio that leapt out at me, starting with Mulder’s middle name: WILLIAM. Of course. Fox WILLIAM Mulder was born on October 13th, which immediately makes me think of this: On Friday the 13th of Read more

  • O-Ring, Oh Shit

    It’s one thing to have a strong hunch that “old” content (90’s) has new insights for the year 2024, but it’s quite another to watch and catch and follow wisps of curiosity that become rabbit trails that become peeks into history’s odd synchs and reverberations, like another William to add to the list: William Weld. Read more

  • X Marks The Jackpot

    I quickly consumed a William Gibson narrative, The Peripheral, then moved on to watching X-Files from the beginning. Shit and shit. How should I get into this post documenting the name-association-synchs that help me direct my inquisitive attention to more substantial links and connections? Sometimes I get self-conscious about describing how I conduct my research, Read more

  • Trolled By Tricksters

    Lisa, age 7, tells me to EMBRACE NOTHINGNESS from the screen of the arcade game I decided to play instead of networking, which was the original intention of spending $375 dollars on an ALL ACCESS pass to the documentary film festival where, like anywhere in America, I find myself getting trolled by tricksters at every Read more